hmmm last post 31st March, today is 11th May... needless to say ive dropped my bundle and have been off the rails!!

Im try ohh so hard to get back on track, trying and failing on almost a daily basis....

I will get there...

I will NOT give up and give in to being fat and (un)happy!

i WILL win!!!

chocolate chocolate and more chocolate!

now this is what i call an easter egg!!

and it weighs the same as my 4 wheel drive!!

1950kg that's insane! it is 8.32m tall and is made from at least 50 000 chocolate bars! 26 men worked together for 525 hours to complete it and according to the Guinness Book of Records its the biggest easter egg EVER!!! impressive stuff.

well needless to say all dieting and healthy eating has been put on hold until after the long weekend. We are expecting Jasons father and his wife to come visit for a couple of days so there will be lots of BBQ'ing beer and to much wine consumed. And not to mention all the chocolate, i have requested zero easter eggs this year but apparently that's just to boring, ohh well theres always next week for dieting lol.

Id like to wish everyone a Happy and Safe easter break xxx

12...12.....12!!!!

Hello size 12, its been soooo long, im very glad to see u back again!

Yes im very excited to say goodbye to 14's and hello, or rather welcome back, to my size 12 jeans!!! im on the downward spiral now, cant believe size 10 is just one size down!!! considering i was wearing 18's after having little Deagan i think im going along ok! wooohoooo!

going down!!

Well my mind is finally back in the right place, seems my previous posts were a little premature as i went on a couple more 'benders' lol ... finally back where i need to be now, feeling focused, positive and fantastic!!!!

2.6kg and i'll be a 60's girl again, cant wait, its been sooooooo long since ive seen a 6_.__ on the scale lol.

goals goals goals

Well its taken me a few days to get the head right since my last post, its finally all in check and im back on track.

This morning has me thinking about goals, what ive achieved and what i want to achieve..

* To date ive lost 11kg - big tick, very happy with that.
* My first major goal was to lost 10kg, proud to say ive done that!
* My second major goal, 70kg, is only 4kg away, i can almost hear it whispering to me!
* My next mini goal is 4.1kg away (to be in the 60's) again, very close.
* And my next major goal (65kg) is 9kg away, very do-able i think.

I started out on this journey with the thought of losing a quick 10kg on cohens, then switching to a more flexible plan, instead ive lost the 10kg, hed a few weeks of normality and indulgence and have now returned to cohens as i like the mindset it puts me in, my moods are much more relaxed, even more 'stable' which is always a good thing, im more organised, thinking clearer and more focused and 'together' , all good reasons to stick with cohens i think. Ive noticed this time around just how much foods effect everything, lots of junk and processed food really does leave you feeling flat, lifeless and moody, who'dve thought that the experts would be right about that! haha.

c'mon 60's

ok enough muckin around, im ready to buckle down again and head on down to the 60's!

up.... down.... up... down... up....

gotta love the yo-yo!