the penny drops..

well it would seem that my darling mother is trying to sabotage my weight loss efforts!! seriously!!

i thought it was very sweet that not only did she get me a Magic Bullet food processor thingy for christmas but she also showered me in endless gifts of ferrero, lindt, cadburys, as well as those ultra yummy belgin chocolate sheshells, you know the ones, with that devine hazlenut praline centres *droollll* upon giving this much thought i have come to realise she is trying to sabotage my weight loss as she herself has spent the entire year yoyo dieting which has resulted in a 10kg gain! she has been naking her bumpy butt off sinse i announced my return to the weight loss world, bringing gifts of freshly baked shortbread, pastrys, cake, caramel filled, whipped cream covered, custard oozing goodies...

This morning she comes for a coffee and hands me a pamphlet for 'slimmm' weight loss meal replacment products, upon telling her that i didnt want to do the program with her as im doing really well at the moment just watching my intake she got the fucking shits! what the fuck is wrong with this woman?? maybe she is shitty that i havent been eating all the goodies shes been baking, maybe its because all the christmas choccies are all still in their celephane wrappers? fucked if i know...

One thing i do know is i will not under any circumstances be sabotaged by anyone, not even my own mother, to make her feel better about her weight gain situation!

vent over..lol.