dont live in the past and be hurt by yesterday, live for the future and be loved by tomorrow.

love it!

i treated myself to a haircut this week, i hadnt had a cut in almost 15 months!! my hair was getting way to long and quite hard to manage. its nothing fancy, the hairdresser too off about 5 inches ( its still sits about 2 inches below my shoulders) and cut in some soft layers around my face, pretty basic but i love it. i had to take Amber (4 1/2) and Deagan (9 months) with me and was quite nervous that they'd reek havoc in the salon but to my surprise they were perfect angels! the hairdresser was great to, a young gay man (this was most obvious lol) when i saw him i was again very nervous, i havent had much confidence lately, add to that lots of anxiety :( , but he was great, straightened my hair, which was a total fuzz ball, and then cut it so nicely, took him almost an hour! I used to get my hair done by a gay man when i was younger and he was the same, so now i believe no one can cut a womens hair like a gay man lol. i also shouted myself some make up, it was a real boost, made me feel quite special.

its my 31st birthday friday, jason is 33 on sunday, were having a party at our place saturday night and im really looking forward to it, time for a little fun i think :)

Ohh and in other news Deagan is crawling! look out world chaos is comming!!